I cannot sleep! because the scene keep refreshing in my mind...
Well, u may think that car accidents are normal... almost everyone experience it... but, it's not normal at all... and it's actually complicating~
The feeling when ur brakes are full... u felt ur car sliding and u r going to hit a car... plus, the scene where ur mum just told u abt how bad an accident can cause u troubles... Not lying tho, the guilty feeling, the scary feeling, all sorts of feelings words can't describe... it just came in less than 1 second... nth u can do... every feelings pop out of ur head... just hoping tht wat u're thinking won't happen... and watching it happen... watching ur car thrusting into his car... the impact from it... Until ur car just find a space to squeeze through between his car and the divider... and u know it just happened... and blank after that...
Ur mind is not thinking... ur hands and legs just do the remaining job... clutch brake free gear hand brake... then u lay back on ur seat... It happened in less than 3-4 seconds... alot of things just went through ur mind... until... Oh my god! I actually just bang a car!! And pukimak tht fella! shyt!
Then ok... settled down... all the scolding part... skip it... normally the things they do is... taking number plates all those informations... skip it also... although the scariest part is over... still, dunno y my hands are shaking, i think jere saw tht, my hands shake until i can't even type through my phone... and write in a pen.
Til the part where i really have to call my mum... i was so scared... and i almost cried when i was talking to my mum... luckily i passed it to chang wei's mum... and she talked to my mum.
It took me whole day to settle the things... when i'm finally back home... i was so tired, backbone aching, even my jaws are aching... took a bath... relax for a while and sleep.
But, i just can't stop thinking it til now... it's 6 o'clock in the morning... i'm so damn tired... when i turn off the lights... it just came back... thinking again, how did u stepped on the brake... how it happens... everything... i'm suffering!!!!
