Good day

Today i feel so good... at last i got my car... err no, my mum's car... whatever, i get to drive to school! It was great because i dun hv to wait at the school for so long time b4 class starts, again...I get to slp til 9 am... thn relax relax go to school. Thn chem class was normal, break was normal... and Mark wants me to buy rm10 reload for him, so i asked if he want me to send him the credit, so at last i send him the credit... But he didn't get wor! Omg... i send to wrong number~~ So i try to call tht 'wrong number' and ask back my credit la... so lucky tht guy is willing to send me back the credit... And i learned 1 thing... in my contact "Mark-012-3734319" but when i call 017-3734319.. it's a 017! and the name appeared is still Mark... what a stupid blur phone~

And thn maths is nice today, well not so cold at least, and i can understand what she's talking abt!! tht's the point man... cantik. And thn after school i call joshua, he says he is at Uncle John... so i go over, and saw him with his classmates, so i joined la~ Joshua talk talk and talk... well they are all arts students... mass comm and him interior design... so u know, what they say sometimes... i reli... cannot... u know... sometimes, what they think is... very astistic the fan the straw... omg... the thing i'll nvr think in my life! Great mind la... macam itu pablo picasso, michael angelo... who else?? albert einstein?? nonono... never!!

And thn go home lo tht stupid autopay machine in summit sux... rm3.50 for my ticket... thn i put rm5... no change for me... Josh also kena... Noob autopay! Thn go home... yeah~

Nowadays watch Gossip Girl lar... Vry nice to see lor... All those Glamorous lifestyle, bitchy attitude, party-party, cheating cheating... "Did u sleep with him???" "Umm... sorry" Lol!!

And song song song... so long didn't dl songs d... so so out... heard my cousin says David Cook's Always be my baby is nice... wanna get it~~ And the wan ren mii! Jay Chow! Omg... came out d... my fren showed me... he bought for 100++ dunno cd vcd and the cube thingy... it's reli expensive tho... i nvr reli listen yet lar... But Josh's fren already start singing it... Jay mmg Jay, power betul!

Last week my cousin David's wedding... wow, not bad, and relatives came to attend his wedding, it's quite nice. But boring days for me... boring weekend, parents and brother all go and cham they all... leave me alone at home... i watch movie la... see GG la... until sien d... haiz... had a moody weekend... zzz not nice!

Boring~

Fuiyo!! After 5 months, i cannot believe it, i tot i was never gonna be back here again posting something... But i think most of the people also dowan to come d lo... Nvm! i'll come back myself... hehehhe

Wah 5 months ar, alot of things happened lo, until i oso 4get wat happened edi... Hmm

Why r u back?
cause i got nth to do in the middle of the night... cannot slp... sien.........

How r u?
Like tht lo... just finish my 1st semester, got holiday for 2 weeks...

2 weeks?? planning to do wat?
Nothing la.. got wat then do wat lo... planning to try some betting, finish my need for speed, alota movies waiting for me to watch, alota 'sleeps' waiting for me on the bed... Oh ya, hope so can get new bed la.. heheh

Anything happy arh nowadays...?
Hmm... my bro wanna register for astro d!! since he just got his increament... And then, my old car lo, at last everything settled, send for proton d... Just hoping for the new car to be out~ Somemore because my bro wanna buy astro, my dad also wanna buy tv lo, dunno how many inche 1, but it's big and LCD... Oh yeah! And then happy lo, can sleep new bed soon... haiyo cannot think anymore la..

Sad thing leh?
Sad meh, whr got sad 1... i'm like living in heaven, no sad this word in my dictionary... hahahah.. jz kidding lo... no sad no life d lo, bang wall jump sea die better... Sad ah? cannot think of 1 la.. i dun reli like to rmb sad things 1 lo... mb, sad because i listen to sad songs... hmm, sad because tht day my fren (girl) ask me "Junyen u still virgin ah?? damn sad wey" zzzz, come on this is malaysia not USA, and i'm not those kind of people!! Lol... not angry not angry, jz to share oni, haha

Any nice songs ar?
Got got!!! The bangles- Eternal Flame... Chris Brown- Electric guitar... Britney Spears-From the bottom of my broken heart... George Michael-Wake me up before you go... This is a few nice 1, others still got david banner-get like me... Kanya west-American boy... Steven-Cinderella

Movies?
i recomment Meet dave, Made of Honour, Wall e, 21............ no more!

Haiz... see i chi sin d, talking to myself wor, haiz~~ sad case

OK! Speeechless edi~~ GG BB... ciao~

Worst worst worst day...

I cannot sleep! because the scene keep refreshing in my mind...

Well, u may think that car accidents are normal... almost everyone experience it... but, it's not normal at all... and it's actually complicating~

The feeling when ur brakes are full... u felt ur car sliding and u r going to hit a car... plus, the scene where ur mum just told u abt how bad an accident can cause u troubles... Not lying tho, the guilty feeling, the scary feeling, all sorts of feelings words can't describe... it just came in less than 1 second... nth u can do... every feelings pop out of ur head... just hoping tht wat u're thinking won't happen... and watching it happen... watching ur car thrusting into his car... the impact from it... Until ur car just find a space to squeeze through between his car and the divider... and u know it just happened... and blank after that...

Ur mind is not thinking... ur hands and legs just do the remaining job... clutch brake free gear hand brake... then u lay back on ur seat... It happened in less than 3-4 seconds... alot of things just went through ur mind... until... Oh my god! I actually just bang a car!! And pukimak tht fella! shyt!

Then ok... settled down... all the scolding part... skip it... normally the things they do is... taking number plates all those informations... skip it also... although the scariest part is over... still, dunno y my hands are shaking, i think jere saw tht, my hands shake until i can't even type through my phone... and write in a pen.

Til the part where i really have to call my mum... i was so scared... and i almost cried when i was talking to my mum... luckily i passed it to chang wei's mum... and she talked to my mum.

It took me whole day to settle the things... when i'm finally back home... i was so tired, backbone aching, even my jaws are aching... took a bath... relax for a while and sleep.

But, i just can't stop thinking it til now... it's 6 o'clock in the morning... i'm so damn tired... when i turn off the lights... it just came back... thinking again, how did u stepped on the brake... how it happens... everything... i'm suffering!!!!